I miss my friend. I miss my best friend. With everything inside of me.
You don't often, if ever get a second chances in life, and I lost my best friend, and girlfriend once again. It hurts. The pain is unexplainable. The emptiness, the tears. Every sad song is my song. She is one amazing girl, and I'm thankful for the time that she was in my life, and that she still talks to me some today.
You never know what you've got till it's gone. Such a true statement.
I hope one day she can come back in my life, and give me a second chance. I know if we both went into it wanting it, that things would be a world of different. I know I can make her happy, and give her what she wants. I want to be her knight in shining armor, her prince charming. I want to be her Johnny, to her June.
I'll never forget the moment when I knew she loved me, and the moment I knew I wanted to marry her. I never asked her to, I often wonder what she would have said now. Would she have considered it? Or would it have brought about the breakup earlier?
She's an amazing girl. Beautiful, intelligent, educated, honest, passionate, and real. I'll always admire her. While I am hurt, and heartbroken; I cannot be angry at her. She's done nothing wrong. She's only doing what she believes she needs to do. I wish her the best in all she does, and I'll always be here for her if she ever needs anything.
I love you, with all of my heart and soul. I'm thankful that you came in to my life, and have tattooed my heart. I'll never forget the memories we have together. I'll never forget you. I hope you never forget me. I hope you realize how serious my emotions, and feelings are for you. It is my wish, that you know that I am a good person, and a great guy. I am not perfect, and I do not claim to be. What I do know, is that I know I can make you happy, and give you the world, if you let me.
She'll always be my Konstantine.
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